Jasper

I have been so lucky to spend the time with Jasper that I have lately. The funnest time for me was the quiet time we took to do art just the two of us. Everything he says is so funny. We went to Lagoon the next day. It was great therapy for me just to laugh so loud. It was ver freeing. It was good to ride the rides with Jasper.

On the tidal wave, Jasper started yelling "My hormones! My hormones!" And he wouldn't stop saying it. It was the funniest thing. The first ride we went on was the white roller coaster. He was terrified from his last experience. He started yelling, "I'm going to die! I'm going to die!" He cried just a bit. By the end he said that he would never go again. But that happened to be the last ride he went on and he was excited and not afraid at all. Kids are so crazy.

This next week David is going to be working on his house. I am going to go down to help. After all, David has been so loyal to help everyone and its another chance to be with Jasper. I sure am going to miss him when he goes to Ohio.

For Father's Day, I got David the softest stuffed bear and the softest blanket. He likes strange things and he is so proud to be a dad. I wanted to make it more real for him. That is one thing that he readily expresses his emotions about.

After this next week I will be looking for a part time job. I need to money and I have been given the greater understanding of how it works and how it can help me. I truly did not know you could work on disability. I worry that I will fail. But I must try. It will be easier for me now. This medicine is really helping. I hope that it stays this way. The future seems so shaky.