So many things happening now feel as though they are happening around me. I feel parts of them but for the most port life is surreal these days. I cannot touch what is truly inside me. It is like I am staring at it but I cannot make out what it is.
I miss Jasper so much. I don't know if anyone understands the emptiness because I am not letting myself feel the full brunt of it. I would not be able to handle it. I just let the day go by. that is not helpful to healing. Not feeling is not growing.
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